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Saturday, February 28, 2009
semi finals
yesterday was pretty good!

chemistry spa was gooooooooooooood!
then
game against SAS

won 3-0!

plus there was a camera crew!

i think it's gonna be showed on "Nationals Sports"
on channel 5, wednesdays 7.30pm

coolio eh!
hahaha

went to celebrate zul's birthday after
zul was "speechless for words"

really really admire how close their group is, and zul's relationship with annabel's just wonderful.


daren and david's birthday celebration later!


Thursday, February 26, 2009
so near but yet, so far?
lost sengkang 3-2
won northland 9-6
chemistry teacher didnt come school
tuition was really productive


tomorrow's gonna be a new day
im gonna make it good!


Wednesday, February 25, 2009
are you crazy
match got postponed today,


schedule for tomorrow

8.30am: hockey vs sengkang
12.15pm: floorball vs northland
3pm: chemistry spa
4pm: 1-1 remedial
7pm: tuition


who loves my life?

happy birthday daniel!


Tuesday, February 24, 2009
stand up
Perseverance is failing 19 times,
and succeeding at the twentieth.


if you call, it's all over baby

halloween ideas people!
are we celebrating?!


anyway
i feel damn stressed out right now
knowing my CA report card's gonna be like crap
it certainly isnt the start i want

much can be done about it now
i really hope march hols will come asap
then i'll be able to catch up on everything.

however, should we go far in hockey, there'll probably be one or two matches after march hols
wth
i was fully prepared to give it up before the hols
now it has dragged on
HOW YOU TELL ME
HOW

tmr sengkang,
thur northland,
fri st andrews

let's go baby


Sunday, February 22, 2009
exit to exit
it's 10.50pm

i've just finished clearing up my closet.
there were just too many loose notes.

i filled in the new ones.

and it all struck me all of a sudden.

will i be using all this
or is it all for show.

how do i revise if i dont even have a foundation.


hockey and floorball has been taking up way too much time
i honestly have no idea if i'd regretted joining floorball.

all in all, i've missed over 15 periods of maths lessons.
that's close to 7-8 hours of lessons.
and we dont even have time to make up.

maybe i should have thought long term instead.

what if we dont even get a medal
that's pretty sick.

imma turn in now.
before it turns into a emotional self reflection.
i'd rather sleep the sorrows away,
face it another day.


last year wishes,
heyho people!
weekend was pretty awesome!
didnt expect to do certain stuff but still did it anyway!

anyway,
saturday i went to study
yes study
but no
it wasnt really productive :/

got a hell load of books/notes to study at least!

caught pink panther 2 after!
hilarious show!
go catch it people!

churched today,
soccer plans were cancelled, so we decided to badminton instead
YEAH BADMINTON :/
like i never really expected myself to play.
cos in school, i'll avoid badminton at ALL COST!
pingpong for the win!

have a great week people! :)




Friday, February 20, 2009
i count the steps that you take
i took a risk today
i changed my pre-match rituals.
turned out to be a twist of fate

i scored a hat trick today!

won 10-0 today

now everything's clarified.
hope things will be better next week!

have a blessed weekend everyone! :)


Thursday, February 19, 2009
blind side

yo
won 15-1 today
we're through to the semis!

floorball that is!


we have insane matches next week

hockey against sengkang, st andrews.
floorball against northland!


Wednesday, February 18, 2009
The Climb



I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith


Sorry guys,
this song's for the team.
thanks to everyone who showed their concern
A,R,E esp.


norm to bad to ...

today
IS THE WORST DAY EVER
im so damn pissed off
right from the start of the day to the end.
went school,
i was forced to drop to CL B.
how brilliant.
next
i did a mock chem spa,
i failed the damn thing
how brilliant.
wala.
big match against jurong west
FREAKING LOST 0-3
from my point of view
i feel that everyone had their fair share of blame
seems like no,
the blame got shared by a couple of players.
while i myself, have myself to blame
but i blame someone else too
enough said.
this is very depressing.
im so damn fed up and whatever games i play from today onwards
im just gonna play for the sake of playing, no 110%
just play.
i dont give a shit about the results.
why the hell should i anyway.


Tuesday, February 17, 2009
love lockdown.
tomorrow's we're up against rivals jurong west.
i really have no idea what to expect from this unseeded c div champions(hmm)

all the fatigue and floorball hasnt really helped me much in my preparation for tomorrow's game.
plus i'll seriously be damn pissed with myself if i perform badly.
i had no idea what i was doing but

i went over to tjc today, decided to take part in the javelin event.
the pain at my hips was aching slightly, but i still decided to throw, instead of resting it.
i really hope for a miracle that it'll heal by tomorrow
but what the hell are the chances.

anyway, it's just a group game.
but it's gonna be massive should we win them.


on a lighter note,
i saw some friends at tj
really happy :)

nonsense rubbish happened there as well
had a good laugh about it.

other than that,
let's keep the tension at this level.
i need to stay focus.
wish me luck!


3pm.


gooners
Welcome back!
pick it off from here!
kudos to eduardo!

rest day people
rest day.


Sunday, February 15, 2009
tighten it, dont let it break.
sad to hear local radio's brad and angelina to part ways.
oh dearest jamie yeo
you know i'm always here for you hah

oh well
but it sucks to see how they let go of their marraige so easily.
i mean yeah
from a normal singaporean point of view would be.

it's glenn's second marraige, he'll get used to it.
jamie's working with angmohs everyday. damn right he'll be jealous.

but definitely sure if they put the effort, everything will be ok.
but they simply let it go,
untie te knot.
snip it off.
why not wait,
give each other some time off.
work things out.
jeez.

whatever happened to

Till death do us part.


Saturday, February 14, 2009
slumdog lovers
Happy V'day / Total Defence Day people!

welll
as planned
i was suppose to study in airports.
but due to last minute plannings,
had tuition instead, jap with family after.

well
i shall go airport tomorrow instead
complete my work
probably try revising some work

need lots of rest as well
have been gaining lots of fatigue
another 4 more games next week
with jurong west and northland games!

see you people!
a video for the lovers!





Friday, February 13, 2009
R.E.C.S
i am so damn exhausted.
completed our 4th game this week.

floorball against pingyi sec yesterday.
won 24-1
scored 2!

hockey against yuhua sec today
won 6-0
scored 2!
but it is officially the worse game i ever played this year.
too many turnovers argh!

after the match, there was some discussion here and there
and
i dont know.
maybe fared and i will be teammates again...

went off with delon richa and new friend, alyn!
holland,town.
met another new friend, yiying!
town,town,drama,home

thanks guys i didnt manage to study!
i honestly wanted to!
but nevermind
tomorrow!
throw myself in the airport. no distractions this time!


Wednesday, February 11, 2009
she says she's no good
todayyyyy
i went airport to complete all my homework
but i couldnt complete much argh

heyhey i managed to do some at least!
alone too!
how loner but hell, it's damn productive!

figured i'll be spending valentine's there as well with my books
cliche as it sounds, mine's definitely true!
all those who say that tends to have dates sooner or later!

valentine's doesnt seem to mean much to me
as i've never really celebrated it before,
so it doesnt seem much of a value to me.
guess the first to everything's the best eh!

games on thursday friday!
:)

FOB PICTURES :D



Hey Monday opened!


Then the real party started...


























THE MOMENT OF MAGIC HAPPENED HERE!




survivors!








So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.


baby in the corner
Though i kinda feel pretty down and out right now,
i blame it on extreme exhaustion and fatigue.
there's no reason why i'll feel sad at this time,
well other than feeling sleepy and tired.

it's currently 12.09am and i refuse to sleep due to the fact that i kinda miss the laptop?

Anyway
This are all events on 10 feb.


We had a match at Northland.
warming up for match was REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD
super distracting! hah!

soooooo
we played against bukit panjang government high school. woo.
won 18-0.
anddd
i scored one goal hah.
but i was quite satisfied with my performance.
though i had a goal falsely disallowed after dribbling past the keeper!
ref blowed for a shortcorner splitseconds ago.
oh well.

cabbed off to meet calvin to go for FOB!
HeyMonday played first
first time seeing them and it's a damn paramore replicate.
lead singer was pretty hot though!

so FOB got on stage,
INSANE PUSHING AND PUSHING
AND
YES
MORE
PUSHING!!!!

so we pushed back as well!
guess what
we got all the way to the front!
like 3rd person from stage!
how freaking awesome!

sooooo
the concert was ending
im like oh no oh no
then...........
PETE WENTZ WENT TO CROWD SURF
PUSHED MY WAY THERE
AND I MESSED UP HIS FREAKING HAIR
OMG
HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD ACTUALLY GET TO TOUCH PETE WENTZ
IM ONE OF THEM

:) :) :) :) :) :) :)


so
moral of the story
do not go for a concert after a competition
you'll get pushed by muscle man and muscle woman
and you do not have any energy to push back
:(


Tuesday, February 10, 2009
17
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARED REDZA!
YOU ARE 17 AND IN RJ
ROCK ON MAT!


Sunday, February 08, 2009
one, you're like a dream come true



yesterday was quiet an eventful day.
casino school,
island creamery,
town,
airport.
well today was much more relaxed
we started on our pe project.
looks very very promising!
london derby on now!
let's go gooners!
floorball tmr,
against opss!
should i invest in a pair of skins?


Friday, February 06, 2009
neuro-linguistic programming
match against jurong west today
postponed!

whatever

i wasted 3 bucks on red bull
argh


anyway
i was watching youtube the wholeeeeeeee night
derren brown's a damn awesome magician/mentalist.
freaking cool!

something i would wanna try!

big day tomorrow!
pretty excited!


Thursday, February 05, 2009
longlong longlong
started the day badly

real bad!
but
whatever

won bedok south 9-0 today
scored 1 yay

went to the nike sale after
was tempted to buy the tights
but
dilip convinced me not to
saved 20 bucks!

but
that 20 bucks went to dinner
celebrated jiaen's 21st!

happy birthday!
gosh you're really old hahaha
you're a really hilarious friend to have!
rock on! :)


Wednesday, February 04, 2009
misery company, misery business.

woo, it's been a whirlwind.
ups and downs,
highs and lows.

i certainly wanna turn things around.

it's like when you get a bad hand.
you see the flop, the turn, the river.
you have absolutely nothing.

what do you do.

throw it away
or
turn things around.


Monday, February 02, 2009
you got your gun to my head
argh
freaking tired
fatigue
fitness
TIRED

can barely walk
6 games in the next 2 weeks
how awesome
how tiring

how shitty things are in school
argh
i need a freaking break


Sunday, February 01, 2009
You're nothing til you're talked about in Gossip Girl

wala
for those who has yet to see me!
yup im prepared to serve the country!


jeez anyway
gathering a zabs place yesterday
potluck/sporty/poker night.
much more fun than expected!


missed the pulau ubin outing with NGS today.
had to catch up on my work
met daniel who taught me some maths
dinner after at tm.

long week(s) ahead!
FOB IN 10 DAYS PEOPLE WOOHOOOOOOO


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