"Photo" - ryan cabrera

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you


You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

nelly - my place

ah
acsi what?

won acsi 13-3?
or something

I SCORED
YAY

chem was interesting
i missed out full marks by 2 careless mistakes

teacher kinda gave us a talk
which sort of
motivated me.
it's been a while since i got motivated.

plus i feel hardworking this year
havent been rubbishing and all this year
no girls no nothing
plain studying hockey floorball?


tuesday's a long day
sigh.

janet jackson - feedback

happy one month!

Mr David Tng ( AKA DAREN'S YOUNGER BROTHER )
is one month old!

how freaky but TRUE

went for the celebration
all the adult talk and all
daren's dad really looks young!



annoyed the residents
as well as made friends
or
yes
friends that is.


daniel delon richa daren
went nuts

i, my usual self, just laugh at everything that is possible to laugh at.



mac's after for dinner

laughed crapped
GOSSIP

ouch!

FUN DAY GUYS!

damaged- danity kane

i think justin timberlake is cool

watching his futuresex/lovesound concert now
and i must say he's quite amazing

afterall, his initials are
J T

oh
room 401 is coolio
go watch

get freaked out
wonders of magic.

flo rida ft timbaland - elevator

ah TGIF TGIF

short/long day in school
tried being a floorball keeper
which was a terrible and horrific experience.

met up with crazy funny retardddddddddddddddddddddded friends heh


vivo-ed
terrorized the whole place
fun fun hah

daren went nuts again hah

spinning and jumping and shouting and screaming and irritating and whatever!
gosh

finally
it's been a long time since i had a super good laugh.

thanks
fared.delon.daren.daniel.jaaziel.riane.sarah.richa.ambra.tingshan.

today was
very.very.very
fun!

sherwood - middle of the night

damn bloody productive today
i finally can do log
like at long last
4 hours of practise
how's that


im freaking tired

- from everything.

5 YEARS AGO

hotnesss siaaaaaaaaaa (me)

spot the ang moh kid

andrew lim and i!

andrew!

GROUP PHOTO!

awwwwwwwwwww.

i just felt bored
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

boys like girls - the great escape


go die log
go die die die
i hate you


well i studied
A LOT TODAY
like seriously


i have no idea what to blog about
let me see

oh
keshan talked to straits times
and apparently
only 3 guys from the sas team is leaving.
everyone else is staying which means
i'll be against prashan next year
:@


uh
uh

i have no idea what's happening in my life now
cos basically
im in my stone mood
and
i've gotta get out of it quick
fast
whatever
zoom
vroom
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

panic! at the disco - nine in the afternoon

aye.
played 15 minutes against sengkang
was hoping for a goal to draw
but
WE CONCEDED
HAHA

oh well
happy man whatever!
gosh quite retarded the game i'll say hah

floorball was much more fun today
ONLY TODAY

cos i got to hit down bang down humans.
whatever

eh kwek asked me to play ice hockey instead
hah

CALVIN
WATCH OUT
HAHAHAHA


FREAK
I MISSED 100 METRES AND LONG JUMP TRIALS TODAY
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

congrats to st andrews!
b div is yours to take this year!

next year,
MINEMINEMINE
HEHEHEHE

ryan cabrera - photo

OUR MATCH GOT POSTPONED AGAIN
gosh
3rd time

however, we're losing 1-0 this time round
and there's 15 minutes left on the clock.

well drogba scored 2 in 15 minutes
:@

3cheers to crescent girls who achieved 3rd place

two mat schools in the girls finals,
two decent (angmohish) schools in 3rd/4th placing

WHAT?!!!
go ang moh go
go ang moh go

oh we have floorball game tomorrow
:))))))))))
YAY

uh
im lazy to go online

let me see.

oh
im getting happier by the day
cos i sit 3 metres away from kwek

yes kwek is now a happy man.
reading his blog, his retardedness
gosh

danial kwek, the once
slitwrist-emo blog, screw the world person,
turned to the
positive thinking, "HAPPY!" attitude

freak
what's the world turning to

journey back was good today
i must say.


i think
it's just the maturity level
then again
hasnt it always been?

a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b. Tag seven people to do the same.
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".


1) uh i've got 3rd / 4th placing match tmr and i dont look forward for it

2) i went for 1 training and i already am in the floorball team heh. ( SHOWOFF )

3) i think, i like fast rock music most.

4) oh good music means, good lyrics, or, super nice tune/beat.

5) i know what i want to achieve in year 2008

6) i get orgasms when i watch gore. kidding.

7) i think, i tihnk, i tihnk im a nice guy.


dont do this,
it took me so long to gthink of 7 random stuff

good charlotte - we believe


omg man u scored two goals in one song

AIYAAAAAAAAA


go arsenal go.
go arsenal go.

travis barker = retardeddddddddd


oh there was a fight at the soccer court today

exchanged punches :o

while i was a sad human without a team, i got to watch a free show
quite a sad thing actually
the poor guy wanted peace, but turned out fighting
sadsad

second time this year

i'm gonna learn fighting!
protect
protect
protect

i'll save you simpang humans!

:D

TRAVIS BARKER GOT
LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW

FOR ANYONE WHO LISTENS TO MUSIC.

i miss you
you're never here when i need you anymore
i used to turn to you, when times got hard,
but you're not here anymore.
i still cry when i think of you,
might seem like everything's cool
but
nothing has been going right for me,
ever since it ended.
i dont know about you but,
i miss you,
i'll prove to you that,
im the one.

replica personalities.
nothing new.

sum 41- count your last blessings.


well just as i got out of my angryness and emoness and whateverness,

many humans jumped into where i was

what sad timing




it was quite a 48 hours for me
i am officially broke
i've yet to receive my allowance for the month
and
im dying for cash already
i wanna start working


i tihnk i'll get back to my emoness,
i've got no money
hence
emo.



i think
im a blessed kid
i turned out very well.

eugene's msn nick : let's go raffles hocker!

ameer's msn nic : FINALS!



WALAU
WHY NOT VICTORIA

IF IT WAS ME
I'D PROBABLY PUT SOMETHING LIKE

FINALS! I SCARED WE WIN.


SHEESH
RI WON SENGKANG

IM SURE
WE CAN WIN
RI
ANYTIME
ANYPLACE.

IF ONLY
WE HAD WON SAS YSD
NOOOO

IM AN ANGRY KID
ROAR ROAR ROAR

does anybody want burger king voucher?


im selling a $5 voucher for $4


any offer?

yessss
just in case you didnt know

we lost 3-0 against sas

like whoa
how did we manage to put in four previously.


oh well
tough luck i guess

sucky umpire i swear.
so damn bloody obvious it's plain biasness.
ouch.

it's been an honour playing for this team.
there has been ups and downs.
but there's this special something that keeps us all together, playing as one.

in the future, we shall meet on the field again,
as teammates or as opponents,
i'll be looking forward.

thank you everyone for their support, encouragement, and cheering ups.
we really appreciate it.
great to hear from you today.



thanks to,
triston.darryl.daren.alym.ke gin.rasheed.rezza.seniors.sarah.richa.
charms.calvin.mag.weiling.minmin.lingling.charlene.tingshan.

if i missed out anyone im sorry
but im quite sure i didnt.
hmm.

i tihnk i just annoyed the shit out of everyone
HAHAHAHA

EVERYONE.
GO.
REDHILL.
TOMORROW.

4.30PM.

THANK YOU

OUR SEMI FINALS GAME.
WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT.

THANK YOU.

NIL SINE LABORE.


(damn vs sia)

ok
day was owekagnaefkln
fine.


figured im lagging a lot in school
esp for pe

where im suppose to do some olympic thingy
which is damn cool
but damn hard.

shoots.



then i went home
wanting to play soccer
but decided not to
and played hockey

well done jeremy lucas.
all the best for tomorrow


i found that whenever i need inspirtation
i think of mindchamps
i dig into the black and white box.
i read the letter.

i feel powerfull after.
this is how mindchamps help.


!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
i go for finals lah
!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
LOL
!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
I"LL SEE YOU AT FINALS

!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
cannot say that
!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
must say i scared win
!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
LOL
!scherwinkitcheeseballs says:
AHHAHA

$4000 motivation!

my first floorball game
after the tragic incident in last year's b div

we won 22-0

weeeeeee.

i need super rubber shoes for floorball
the floor is slippery x 10

i scored 1 out of 22

well not bad
considering i went for 1 floorball training in 1 year.



i have to plan my tuesday well

COS ON WEDNESDAY

I HAVE SEMI FINALS
AND IM DAMN SCARED

COME DOWN AND SUPPORT HUMANS OF THE WORLD.


weiling : " it's over. "

#501.

over the week,
i searched for answers all over.
wanting to fulfill something that will help me.
i dare say i found half the things i wanted to find.

i've seen friends come and go.
never seen one who has been such a hypocrite before.
i hate the nice me.

it's cool to see two people having the same personality
what's more you know both of them.
and it's easier to relate to them.

some things are better left unsaid,
others are meant to be done.

it just hurt to see how double faced people are.
even those who are closest to you.

im sorry, it was my last.
or even maybe,
you're welcome.

it's time to explore, move on.

it's only life.

i feel sick
i feel sick
i feel sick
i feel sick


monday floorball
eh wait
who even said i was in the team
hah


wednesday
wednesday

SEMI FINALS AGAINST ST ANDREWS

scared scared.

come support
or
not

i'm a very very stress person now


OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LON!

all the best to ambra too!

it's saturday morning
like whoa.
my week flew past.

mum's definitely pissed with me
like im coming home 1+ every night.
which is something
VERY UNCOMMON.


thursday -

still suffering from my lack of dearest sleep,
managed to wake up at 3
headed over to kelly's place for a gathering
played the card game hah
I SWEAR IT'S THE FUNNEST GAME ON EARTH
agreed?

daren got drunk
no not me.

skipped swimming due to rejklsfdnbglksf reason

daren went
crazier
and
crazier
and
crazier

laughter afterall, is the best medicine.

simpanged after,
it had been a while i'd say!


saturday -

went parkway to study alone
yes alone.
what a loser
but yes i did that
for the sake of reviving my history.
VERY PRODUCTIVE!
oh it was exactly 9 months since i drank a cup of coffee bean,
nothing beats starbucks hoho!

headed back to school with triston.
silet in 4f's gathering

played soccer against china freaks

china freaks do not need alcohol to get high/noisy/retarded.
they're naturally born with it.

soccer with violence - i like


headed over to charms place for dinner.
attempted study,
read a few more pages of history.

emo-ed whatever.
better now.

got a lift from relatives,

headed over to simpang.
suppered,

reached home,
KNOCKED OUT!


it would be my last,
it would be better for all.

And do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I can say that I have..
I can say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
And I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..

JEREMY'S AN ANGRY KID LAH OK
WHATEVER.

im bloody annoyed and oieksanglkregnl

3 cheers for wei liang, chester, suren, zul, alex, phillip, sarah.

it was fun hoho

i am veryveryvery tired

remedial was funny
but im still tired

came home and slept
but im still tired

tired tired jeremyyyyyyyyyyyy

ouch
training in the morning

came back
designed and drawed a shoe!

i tihnk it's cool
despite many saying it's not nice
hah


so
randoming and suddenly
humans started coming to my house

crapped,
talk rubbish
play stupid games
drinking disgusting liquids

nevertheless
it was fun haha

im crazily tired now
i cant think

it's very noisy here
the neighbour's dog is very irritating

i dont like dogs

sheesh
now we all know why

wooooosh.

it is true we cant judge the book by it's cover hah.

interesting stuff i managed to find out today heh

STRESS STRESS STRESS

YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN EVERYONE
WESDKLNGLESFDNGRLKFDNBLRSKTNFLHBKSRN
ARFGHGHGHGH

SIALAHSIALAH STRESS AH



EWDSPKLNGSTRJKDFNGTRS

do not watch

10,000 BC

it's the most rip off movie in your entire life



I HAVE YET TO WATCH SOMETHING DECENT IN THE YEAR 2008

suggestions?

looking forward to stepup2 though

lowlowlowlowlowlow



hmmm
weekend was great!

like i practically stoned and such

which meant


DECENT AMOUNT OF REST


great catching with friends online and all

holidays = busy
DIE

do.not.look.forward.for.trainings.

boringboring day

mr markminjoot is leaving vs

how sad



played against sengkang today
lost 3-1

but wasnt important

but i was still quite pissed while playing

argh
1 week break's here

perfect timing

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

got it of richa's blog


(IM STILL SUPER ANGRY)



To A, another casualty, but cheer up!
To B, happy birthday soon!
To C, thanks for asking!
To D, all the best for tomorrow, all the best to us.
To E, you suck
To F, uh thanks?
To G, you're quite a havoc for a sec 2
To H, sorry but oth doesnt want you
To I, i think you're a cool human hah
To J, gossip girl tsk
To K, you still owe me
To L, you werent as great as wl
To M, cool inks
To N, the ship didnt sink cos of you
To O, -none-
To P, you were my pri school nightmare
To Q, -none-
To R, fortunately or unfortunately, i prefered.
To S, thank you x130980 for today. appreciate it a lot.
To T, cash rules everything around you.
To U, -none-
To V, free loader
To W, you're destined for greatness.
To X, -none-
To Y, sad you didnt play, but all the best.
To Z, YOU.ARE.GAY.

I tag people to do this :

EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD WHO IS AS ANGRY AS ME.

THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I SWEAR
IT'S THE WORSE DAY EVER.

well firstly, i saw some dude who looked like mas selamat.
but he wasnt cos his face was fatter.
( BANGKOK INCIDENT STILL FREAKING ME OUT )


YES
SO SECOND HALF OF THE SJI MATCH
YEAH WHATEVER
WE CONCEDED A GOAL
WE STILL WON 2-1

YOU DIDNT HAVE TO CRITISIZE ME LIKE CRAZY
IT'S NOT LIKE I LOST EVERY SINGLE BALL
EVERY MATCH,
I NEVER FAIL TO GET SHORTCORNERS FOR THE TEAM
AND I DARE SAY
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF MY OFF SWEEP
AND YOU SAY MY OFF SWEEP IS
FANCIFUL?
WITHOUT IT THERE WOULDNT BE SHORTCORNERS EARNED
AND NO SHORT CORNERS MEAN NO GOALS
COS HALF OUR GOALS CAME FROM SHORTCORNERS
GET IT?

FREAK

A PASSANGER IN THE TEAM?
IF NOT FOR THE TEAM.

I SWEAR.

I WOULDNT PLAY FOR THE SEMI FINALS GAME


GOSH
YOU FUCKING MADE ME DAY.

I SWEAR
I JUST WANNA DIE.

YEAH ALL THE NICE TALKING AFTER THE CRITISIZING.
DAMN RIGHT IT HELPED
SCREW YOU

I WONT MAKE A SINGLE OFF SWEEP TOMORROW
LET'S SEE HOW MANY SHORT CORNERS WE'LL GET

IT WOULD HELP IF YOU COULD BE MORE APPRECIATIVE OF WHAT I'VE DONE FOR TEAM
RATHER THAN NOT FOR THE TEAM.

YEAH WHATEVER
PLAYING THE TEAM WITH 10 MAN IS BETTER WITHOUT ME.

ALL THE SHIT TLAKING
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU STILL STARTING ME?
WHY THE HELL DIDNT YOU SUB ME OUT.

WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN WANT TO PLAY UNDER YOU



so much for being a coach




vs soccer lost in the finals again.

well it's the result that counts afterall right/
yeah whatever.


thanks to everyone who tried cheering me up

yes yes
we're winning SJI 2-0

BLOODY MATCH POSTPONED

well skip school tmr
not like there's school
cos everyone's away in camp
and im busy in school,
watching gossip girl

yup back to the match
where trash talking works best against sji ( everyone laugh at the school)
cos they're an emo team
and emo teams deserve to get trashed talked and bullied around

Trash Talking Lesson 101.

like a few stuff i managed to shout today.

" come on lah, they cant play at all "

" relax lah daniel, they all scared of you "

*when the guy starts shouting at the ref* - " SHHHHHHHHHH "

and you can always kick their sticks if you want to
i tried doing that
just that i kicked,
but i missed.

phew, or i would have gotten sent off.



well so much for that
i cant finish the sji match tomorrow

why?

cos
i.am.injured.

ok a little bit of catch up and all

let's see
our game got postponed halfway
and final score

4-0

against si ling

yeah
question marks all over to what school it is



tomorrow's against sji

a win = semi finals for the first time
hoho.

seems like there goes my march holidays

where i predict lots of trainings
and
lots of outings
YAY

where am i going to make time for gossip girl

yep
im addicted to it hah.

like 4 episodes in a normal school day hoho



my march holidays pratically starts from tomorrow onwards
since i dont have to go sec 3 camp
how lucky

you're destined for greatness.


Peyton: The biggest act of love is - Sacrifice

looked through all my pictures.

i miss 2007.

sometimes,
i wish i could relive 2007.

those regrets will stay with me,
forever.

well dont say i didnt try,
i tried weeks back,
just, you didnt bother.
well,
that's all the effort i'll bother giving,
anything more,
dream on.


couldnt get up for church
was still tired since yesterday, way tired.

met darryl and triston.
chippys, starbucks, hongkongfood.

bought my much needed shoes.

$60

now im like some adidas sponsered dude
whom actually,
prefers using nike

no i cant write about nike shoes.
if not,
i'd probably get sued for defaming or whatever shit.

first quater finals game tomorrow, against
si ling sec.

100% record, please stay with us

i made the first move,
just that,
you didnt follow up.

The poolside at the Rivercourt.

my malaysian cousin went home today.
my mum and her is plain retardedness
laugh like crazyy


went for weiling's gig today
which was quite awesome
sang a few different songs heeeeh
oh saw nadene there too.
well done shotgun start!


met ahchay and richa at esplanade

cabbed to daniel's place
soccer food swimming

the normal stuff and all.

going crazy and whatever
just proof you dont need alcohol to get high yeahhhhhh.


all the pics will be up tomorrow!


havent been feeling so well this few days argh

have a game on monday
COME DOWN HUMANS TO SUPPORT!

the thing is
I STILL DONT HAVE HOCKEY SHOES.

ANYONE WANTS FOLLOW ME AND GO QUEENSWAY

i feel sorry for you
like really.
cheer up,
emo kid.

ripped this off weiling's blog
she wrote this song by herself :O



You call me at midnight,
Asked me to go to the poolside.
Last time you left me in tears
I haven’t see you in years
Now you say “it’s time we reconcile”

Chorus:
You were all I wanted
Everything I need,
5 years have changed us both
but we’re still the same actually.
No lies, no fights, no one cries
We’re back as one naturally.

Bridge:
Looking back, you were gone for too long.
I never thought what we had was this strong.
Now we’re making up for lost time
I look at the stars, your familiar eyes.
The sun’s gone but there’s nothing to hide.

You take me aside, you talk to my mind
Soothing the pain that’s grown when I was left behind.
You bring me to you. Your heart beat, I feel.
That’s all I was looking for.

You were all I wanted
Everything I need,
5 years have changed us both
but we’re still the same actually.
No lies, no fights, no one cries
& you tell me you love me.