man somehow
im kinda enjoying how life is now

though yeah
im somehow lacking of some stuff,
im making use of the best of whatever i have now

and man
i've change.

"it's the impression that counts"
damn right it is.

but an impression doesnt tell whether someone is in the right or in the wrong.
it judges people.
and at most times,
it judges people wrongly.

look at the person.
stop and think.

it's been said he/she is bad.
but is he/she really bad,
or is it just the impression you have on that person.

whoa man
i just couldnt sleep the whole night
which sorta spoiled my morning cos i didnt have a good wake up
ROAR.

hmmmmmmmmmmm
so made my way down to toa payoh first
lunched alone first
like my dearest mudpie mcflurry always makes my day
plus seaweek shaker fries oh well

wanted to make two shirts today but the designer wasnt there
so
bought two plain tees instead.

went down to cine

SAW LINN AGAIN.
SHE'S FOREVER IN TOWN

then met up with jasmine and billy
darren and charins came 10 thousand years later
weiling came about 14 thousands years after

AND CHARINS THE CHAMPION BOUGHT THE WRONG SHOW

we wanted to sneak into 30 days of nights
and she bought the fred santa whatever rubbish show
WHICH WASNT THE SAME FLOOR AS 30 DAYS OF NIGHTS

but,
i forgive you.
dont i hear an awwwwwww. bbff?

SO
THAT BLOODY FRED WHATEVER MOVIE WAS THE WORSE MOVIE OF 2007
sheesh
whatever thing that has fred in it is just a bloody turn off and pissing i guess.

then darren went off

then dinnered at kfc

then jasmine and billy left

then 3 of us went charins house to play Wii

BLOODY FUN I SWEAR
you can play til you sweat like a bloody pig.
swear.

"jeremy seems like he had hardcore sex"

that's how bloody tiring it is
the boxing game
ROCKS LIKE ERJKFDNBKJRGNBSRJNGFB

then chilled and all

weiling has finally found the perfect diet plan.
hah

everyday
you eat bread + water
3 meals, all the same.

TRY THAT FOR ALL THOSE WHO WANNA SLIM DOWN.
(LOOKS AT EVERYONE I KNOW)


oh another eye infection case - weiling
ARGH
bloody contact lens screwing up people's eyes.


oh well
GOOD DAY FELLOW MINDCHAMPS HUMANS(+billy)
jasminebillycharinsweilingdarren=) (=


ooooooooooooh.
cousin!
have a gooooooooood vietnam trip!
hohohoohohohohohohohohohoohohoh!
you'll be missed!

woo.
finally
some 12 hours of sleep
seeeeeeriously.
damn good hah.

oh well
then i went airport
blah blah blah
managed to talk and all
quite a fine day i say hah
no
it rained
so it isnt fine


i practically pro evo-ed the whole time after.

and i matched my record of 11-0 in top player hah
and i scored around 50+ goals today hah

OUT WITH MINDCHAMPS HUMANS TOMORROW =)
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.



I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

wtf
so am i in hockey or not
just because i go for 1 training in 3 weeks (HAHAHAHA) you dont have to be so what right
aiya

" Team please train hard, we lost 3 members of our team"

good luck vs hockey.
without nicholas and i

not being egoistic,
YOU CANT WIN THE BLOODY B DIVISION.


hong rui's lousy so who cares.

ahhh
damn ass lah
no one went school today
so went parkway
met su, tang
then the rest came.

so bus-ed down to st wilfred
ri turned up instead of the cowards acsi
it was their soccer team, their graduating sec 4 batch

played and all
lost 6-3
hah
they're big and bloody fit

really lost out hah

went home
and
my whole body's aching like dont know what what.
i cant move

die
coach called.
im dead.

my heart.

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

boring
trainings are bloody turn offs.
im skipping as much as possible

im starting to hate hockey now.
bleh.

and i wonder
and wonder
and wonder

i smiled to myself
then cried.

last chance.
cos you're unlike any other.

yep,we didnt go mos haha

went pub-hopping and all
quite interesting hah
like followed my dad and hisfriends

blahblah
i didnt drink at all
cos it was totally unnecessay i guess.

went back, watched soccer and all blahblah

slept at 5am.
woke up and 8am
FOR CHURCH

was looking forward!

our skit turned out goooooooddd :)

like funny and all hahaha!


then went to meet asyraf darryl delon at bugis
DELON WAS 1 HOUR LATE.

so er, managed to find our way to redbar!
it was really metalmetalrockrockpunkpunk kind of music?
so yeah wasnt interesting at all

LINN'S PERFORMANCE WAS REALLY GREAT
like her voice was damnnnnnn goood!
well done! :)
oooooooooh, paramore paramore!

just that you performed to a wrong crowd lah
oh well okok

then played with delon's dslr camera!
FREAKING COOL LAH I SWEAR

i have like so many retarded/cool photos
hah!

oh well im tired



tired from all the problems and lies and hypocritical actions of people around me

"crushcrushcrush"

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this


where colours are important.
it represents..
humans

MOS HAS A NEW EVENT TOMORROW
SHUFFLE OR WHATEVER

WOOHOO.

oh and sueann went over to charms place also today
never really talked to her
but
still as crappy like charms
funny funny.
ahahaha.
:)

ahh.
amaths test today
freakkkkkkkking hard lah hahah

then went for our group meeting
which
was
damn
FUN LAH

our group's like damn bloody on hahahaha

like finally all the true colours
all getting r rated
aha.

all the retards and motards
sheesh
superrrr fun hah

mos tomorrow night!
partypartyparty.


bloody hell.
what's the point of showing attitude
you could still train with the bloody team right
like im the only person who didnt turn up
you didnt want to hear my reason
seriously
you're bloody screwed up lah
like the bloody warm up actually works
go search your facts up right lah.
reach the finals of 4 tournaments next year?
screw you
go past group stages then we'll start talking,

oh ya
im quite thankful for my psp as well!
though im not thankful for it at certain times like today

yes it kept me company today

but

first, i was supposed to go toa payoh for mindchamps
but i overshot
and went to braddel
and braddel is not a place i feel comfortable with as my eyes looked at every person on the platform


next
i was at somerset, then i saw the train and boarded
and like was so freaking engrossed onto the psp
that
I ENDED UP AT BRADDEL AGAIN
sigh.

yep, it happened today
like twice.


braddel....braddel...

i am thankful for losing a lot of my things
and
people im close to

wait no
was close to.

oh i am really really thankful for friends
especially people like
hong rui
i talked to him on msn just now
how amazing right
and to my two bestest best best friends

peng hock and gaga

who has given me lots of special attention this year
who are the coolest lesbians couple ever

one wear specs one dont
one's black, the other's yellow
one drinks pee, the other drinks water
one's a bastard, the others a bitch

totally the other half of each other lah.

ah freak so sorry i feel crappy now.
proper post tomorrow

argghh
normal day

managed to wake up late like at last
woo hoo
feels so good to sleep for 10 hours
like at long last

every night was like 5 hours 4 hours 5 hours 4 hours
woooooo
more sleep ahaha

so went tamp to meet fared to get back skary aha
and
to ashriqah:
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR NOT BRINGING YOUR DANCE MAT
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY.
I'LL BUY YOU BUBBLE TEA.

erm ok then when off to mindchamps
wasnt as bad as yesterday
though it's still bad
everyone was like sec 1 and sec 2
oh well
reached half an hour late
then break,
after break
i came back another half an hour late
and missed the test
YAY

oh i had the same lunch as yesterday =)
yumyumyum

uh ok then
went cine to meet linn to get tickets
then
i called everyone in my contact list to ask if they're in town
but everyone was at home or not in town
argh

so went over to charms place!
like everyone was there

and i swear
iris tan
IS DAMN BLOODY FUNNY

she grew ***cm over 2 year
hoho i shall not exactly say how much cos it's really embarrassing

it was really quite fun i guess hah

then went paya lebar for dinner
ljs!
aunty charlotte paid for us
then like helped her carry home all her stuff
gosh im so nice hah
right cousin?




oh yeah i cant stand salesman talk
cos everything is just lieslieslies

at penin

the guy was like telling me all his stuff were real
" oh i got it at famous stars website, they sold me for 40% off cos im a distributor and so i can sell to you much cheaper"

like wth, WHAT IS REAL IN PENIN?
ONLY THE CAMERAS

i almost wanted to say just
shut the crap up

but like yeah
being the nice guy
i didnt.

shit im turning racist.
no jeremy
you're an ang moh
ang moh's arnt racist

awwwwwwwwwww.
poor england

oh i had the bestest bestest lunch ever alone
though it's not really lunch but still

subway cookies

1 munchy donut (YES THERE'S ONE AT TOA PAYOH)

mudpie mc flurry

yum yum

im growing fat
freak i havent been going training
and
welcome back hockey boys!

ahhh.
went back to mindchamps today
only6 people turned up out of like 20+?
damn pathetic lah
the only person i knew there was joel
oh well

then went to check out plain t shirts
like have to make something for my brother
his 21st tomorrow
party on saturday hoho.

uh.
then charms came over
wanted to play soccer
but like ended up coaching her ahaha
then basketball!
spas spas
then we completed the script!
AT LONG LAST LAH
like the other group just started today
hoho.

lots of practising to do


i dont want to go mindchamps tomorrow
but i cant
mummy wont be happy.

Leann Rimes : Life Goes On


You sucked me in
And played my mind
Just like a toy
You would crank and wind

Baby I would give till you wore it out
You left me lyin' in a pool of doubt
And you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac
You should've known better but you didn't
And I can't go back

Oh Life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back

Wish I knew then
What I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out

Baby shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back


Na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na,
It made me strong
Oh yeah, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, and it's only gonna me strong
Life goes on and on and on

Shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Oh yeah
Gotta feelin' that I cant go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Oh yeah
Gotta feelin' that I cant go back


Well people, i think we should let go of whatever
and move on

mirror image on the left
mirror image on the right.

well im not alone.

wth
stop touching my stuff
bloody hell
keep losing my things.
and what
im always in the wrong
showing no respect
what rubbish
screw you

you can call me a sadist now

well im not really going to talk about it
refer to my friendster profile to get updated.
enough said

call me sick,
call me a sadist,
call me heartless,

i dont really bother
because
i
watched
saw 4
today - AGAIN.

in
the
cinemas

i
cant
help
it,
it's
just
waaayy
toooooo
addictive
and
gory
(which is good)

darryl overcame his fear hah.
so did alym and daren
man i rock at scaring people
i managed to freak them out with words
but after watching

they wanna steal jigsaw as my bestfriend
oh well

i dont really care how people actually judge me

OMG
I AM NOT EMO
GOODNESS

WHICH PART OF ME SAYS IM EMO
I AM NOT EMO

I DID NOT WEAR BLACK TODAY
THEREFORE I AM NOT EMO

JEREMY TAN LIDE = NOT EMO



argh
much better

hmmmmm

breakfast with charms!
prata-ed crapped and all
went church for duty
yes.yes.yes.

had youth,
went home,
slept! =)
some good rest
got woken up by cheryl's call

cheryl and janell came over
talked,
apparently they thought i was emo
but i was totally fine hah
in fact
both of them were more emo!
oh well, cheer up!cheer up!

janell brough sweets as usual
food hoho.

oh well
they were quite nice to actually come and visit me
though i wasnt emo hah
the thought that counts!
thanks!

then they left
and erm
i've been stuck on the laptop ever since
and found freaking cool shirts

go find

"DISSIZIT"

and

"REBEL8"

freak, i've gotta make my ezlink tomorrow
and
the next batch of empower u starts tomorrow
argh
miss all my mindchamps friends!

told ya
you've changed
dumbest excuse ever
look around you
people are secretly worried for you
just that
you dont know
you dont realise
you think you're right-again.
i wont force you
i wont stop you
you tihnk for yourself
you run away
it comes back to you
you lie
it comes back to you
think through carefully
dont disappoint everyone
they care for you
you dont know they know
oh well
just dont regret.

church tomorrow will be weird and different hah
cant wait

oh i shall not wear black/white

see
how weird + different!

all the best tomorrow mag!

ok ok
so i overslept today
was supposed to reach charms hosue at 10
but i left house at 10.15 woo hoo

and i missed the busstop to her house - again.

so studied a bit of chem?
well better then nothing man
and started on the script already!
then lydia came to help out more with the script
then i kinda stoned throughout the discussion
was way too tired already

then went for church soccer bbq

whoa overflow of food
really a good gathering!
like non stop sausages + chicken wings + satays

best man


well yep
managed to socialise a bit
and got to find out our church isnt sooooooo good hah.
like found out stuff here and there from different people
oh well

i have a life like kimi's!
very anything anything
shall mould myself to be like her
problem is,
she's a teacher.


cheerup to al those who lost their loved ones


oi
guai girl,
say whatever you want, but why on earth you change so much.
replica sia

OH YES FINALLY STARTED TODAY!

charms and her friend came over for a while first
til we went out to meet the other members!

goodness it was quiet x100000 at thestarting?
simpang was super awkward hah

oh well
then they came over and the motardedness came hahahaha

motard = moron + retard
HOW COOL LAH HAHAHAHA

oh well
everything is going super well
and time is on our side aha (gosh too much saw)

oh well
it was a good and productive day guys!

charms iris yanjun jonathan lydia ryan gabriel
hohoho!

hello!
aha
today was a day with triston aha
aiyo
just talked talked talked hah

then met tang and nat
then headed back
and play soccer.

quite fun though hah.

1.Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
JIGSAW! hahaha.we could talk =)
2 . Who do you blame for your mood today?
no one. cos it was normal
3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
yep.
4. What should we do with stupid people?
give them $$$$
5 . How long do you think you will live?
ask jigsaw hoho.
6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
charge my electronic stuffs
7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?
no carpet in my room
8. Last person you went out to dinner with?
family
9 . Are you spoiled?
honestly, i think so. aha. sadness hah.
10. Do you drink lot of water?
if i talk alot lah.
11. How do you vent your anger?
ah. shop.shop.emo aha.
12. The last compliment you received?
losing my stuff.argh
13. Do you look more like your mother or father?
I DONT KNOW
14. When was the last time you threw up?
MOS. argh.
17 . What theme does your room have?
dont really have a room.
18 . Are you a momma's child or a daddy's child?
bothboth.
19. Would you ever join the military?
nah, lazy.
20. The last websites you visited?
blogger aha.
21. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
MYSELF. ahahahaha.
22. The last person you stared at?
HAYLEY WILLIAMS HAHAHAHA
24. Number of pillows on your bed?
1
25. Is anything alive in your room?
nooooo
26. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
look forward i guess hah.
27. What is your current goal to achieve?
not to spend so much $$$$$ ahaha
29. How long is your hair?
messy
30. What are your current worries?
many but not so many
31. Do you have plans for summer?
bangkok on 24th dec!

I WATCHED SAW IV IN THE CINEMA
IT IS SO FREAKING GOOD.
I TELL YOU.
r
IT'S 1000000x BETTER THAN WATCHING IN A FAKE DVD.
SUMPAH.


sadly, no one really screamed or got grossed out.

* in USA, they have a ambulance outside the theatre in case someone faints while watching SAW.

"the blood&gore in the show can cause orgasm"
hahahahahaha

hoho.
i feel quite responsible suddenly
since charms is away, i somehow took some responsibility and arrange the church/group meeting for the teaching
goodgood,
and i did work in school today
whoa i feel good haha.

thanks mag+calvin for today!
funfun!


soccersoccersoccer.

heck
i wont stay home for whatever rubbish sake anymore
i'll bo so freaking bored
anyone who needs company to shop
or attend event
or go concert
or whatever
STUDY.

I'LL GO

I DONT WANNA GO TRAINING EITHER
FREAK.
BORING.

i see my circle of friends
slowly getting lesser and lesser

havent i mentioned,
how much i hate my life.


dont runaway,
i miss everything.
yes,
you.

SIA LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the channel 8 girl super bold lah
hah
can tell the guy she likes him

salutes.

I SEE FREAKING BORING WEEKS AHEAD
HOW GREAT EH.

i finally have something to look forward to
hohoho.

wah freak
i think
i broke every bone in my body
ejlkrgneflknoelkknhtrlkmnh

CALVINNNNN
GO OUT!

AH SHOOTS
i lost all my mood again
i have no idea why
but
i just keep thinking of all the bad events that has happened to me
wth

linette was telling us to think of miracles that god has done for us
and
here i am
thinking of bad emo whatever nonsense
ARGH


oh and i know what i wanted to blog about already hahaha

SHAWN TING HAS A TATTOO
HAH
LIKE ON HIS BACK
IT'S A GUARDIAN ANGEL
ASS.
I WANT A GUARDIAN ANGEL
IDIOT.

but here's the thing
his guardian angel,
HAS A
MOHAWK HAIRSTYLE

SUMPAH.

$600

temptations
hohoho.

mmmmmhhhmmmm.........
i can smell the hockey pitch hohoho

pitch training tomorrow! cant wait!

COUSIN COME BACK FAST
WE'VE GOT LOTS OF CATCHING UP TO DO
ERNFDGNBKLDGSRFDBN

there's something else i wanna say
but..
i cant because









i forgot
shoots.

good decision

saw the signs but glad you chose it.

2/3 done.

the final piece will take a while

ayeeeeee
cheryl disappeared from planet earth today
like no one managed to contact her
oh well

ah today was a day spent with the youth
but like
it was kinda un-bonded?
girls one side, guys one side
jason and i are like trying to fit in into both but
bleh

oh well
so like talked to jason THE WHOLE DAY
which was quite interesting haha
good bonding too ahaha


oh well
WELCOME BACK CALVIN ENGLISH

thanks for the two shirts!
FREAKING COOL LAH
i'll get you stuff from bangkok too!

DAMN FATED LAH
i didnt really took notice of the signs and hints
but i think i've finally got them

for the past 3 days
it's been terrible nose bleeding for me
and wherever i looked, i saw blood
so yeah
i think it's time

TO WATCH
SAW IV

BLOODY REFMD,GBOINKSLDVN
I NEED TO WATCH SAW 4
MORE BLOOD
MORE GORE
PLEASE JIGSAW

HEHEHEHEHE

300th post!
hoho.
this blog is still alive.

and this post goes to none other than
JEREMY

he's so freaking nice lah
i mean, i didnt expect him to write such nice things about me in his blog
(oops)
but yeah, i can tell he's always there for others.
like always a listening ear
though i've never really told him any of my problems before.

oh but sadly he isnt as good looking as me,
but yeah,
you'd probably make it someday but not as good looking as me.
hahahahaha.
thanks again bro.

OH
IT'S JEREMY HAN I MEAN.

ARGH.
WHY
WHY
WHY

my mind's filled with

WHAT IFs
THEN AGAIN,
and
WHY

HUMANS ARE TRAVELLING ALL OVER THE WORLD
I AM STUCK HERE IN SUNNY(RAINY) SINGAPORE

1 AND A HALF MORE MONTHS OF BOREDOM
TIME TO CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE
HOHOHO

CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE SEEN IT
HAHAHAHA.
POTENTIAL TRAVIS BABY.

DOES ANYONE HAS
FUNNY RETARDED ANNOYING BITCHY SCANDALOUS EMO CRAPPY

BLOGS TO READ?

I AM
SO FREAKING BORED

SUREN AH SUREN
MASON CHEAT YOUR MONEY ONLY
OR
BELT.



Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
eh wats mason msn?
jeremy says:
nastydemon@hm
jeremy says:
hah
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
coz he still has my belt
jeremy says:
ohoh
jeremy says:
HE HAS MY STICK
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
HAHA
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
stick even worse
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
which 1?
jeremy says:
ok i call him now
jeremy says:
lol
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
eh
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
wen u get his stick, help me get my belt oso
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
don forget
jeremy says:
ok
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
anw i gonna buy new belt la
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
but juz get
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
if he lost
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
get 20 bucks
jeremy says:
he say
jeremy says:
$3
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
FUCK
jeremy says:
LOL
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
u juz tok 2 him ah?
jeremy says:
YOU CALL YOURSELF
jeremy says:
YA
jeremy says:
LOL
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
walao
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
basket
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
latr
۞Ģǻηί«¤»ßøŧåќ۞ says:
my mum beside me now

ahhhhh.
norm norm day

oh confirm confirm retained
principal told us

and 7 sub combo
pe + history elect + chem.

hohoho.

freaking 1 hour long bus ride
emo sialllllllllllllllll.

been far away for far too long.

always a listening ear
i never rant
it piles up for you
it piles up even more for me
im left all alone
the decision is mine alone

i finally realised how you've felt all these while

where are you
please put a smile on my face.

went vivo with
delondanielkellycharlene,cheryl was there coincidentally.

and blahblah.
and like for the past two hours
i've been thinking about the past 1 month
where so many things happened in my life
and yeah

i think im a failure

jeremy
-doesnt care about people's feelings
-suck a friendships
-suck at words
-irresponsible
-a disturbance to people's life
-suck at cheering up people
wth
i think i just suck.

im sorry for messing up whoever's life


you just weren't there for me

ESPN ISNT SHOWING ARSENAL'S GAME
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i hope everything goes well tomorrow aha.

AHHHH
I CANT GET ENOUGH OF PARAMORE
THE SONGS ARE WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO

ok maybe not

i think it's just
HAYLAY WILLIAMS

ah.
today was kinda boring a guess
it's boring-er as days goes by.
sadness.

went lunch with triston and daren
weird
but
COOL+FUNNY

hahahaha

su is the ultimate crapper on earth.
seriously.
like when daren left,

we just crapped x27489
he and his girl stories
goodness hah

TRISTON GIVES ALL HIS LOVE TO GIRLS
AND THE GIRLS, IN RETURN,
GIVE HIM LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF
- LOVE $$$MONEY$$$

anyway
goodbye cousin!
have fun in PERTH!

goodbye calvin!
buy me emo stuff from bangkok!

CrushCrushCrush - Paramore



HAYLEY AH HAYLEY
WHY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR.
:(

you still look hot aha.

there's like a jeremy in the band.
i hope he's not the one with the retarded hair
:o

i kinda just realised
like it's the holidays
but freak, i still have to go school everday and soon,
jealousy takes place....

YOU GUYS CAN SLEEP TIL FREAKING LATE
GO AND DIE.

went vivo with aunty today
like caught gameplan
quite funny lah!
lightened the mood.
cos she was like in a way scolding me about my results. asking me to reflect and all.
bleh.

went home, soccer-ed
but like
the malays were so screwedup.
wannaplay dont wannaplay.
freak lah
so we all just left.

i didnt sweat at all lah
and my hair wasnt messy hah.

BORING MAN

I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE PITCH TRAINING TODAY BUT DANIEL DIDNT MESSAGE ME.

FREAK
I MISS PITCH TRAINING.

ps. CALVIN, MY HOCKEY SHOES,SHINGUARD,SOCKS. I NEED ASAP!

i'll take mr amir's words seriously this time.

oh
add a macbeth shoes + 1 hockey shoes + 1 sport shoes to my wishlist
I NEED IT
not
WANT IT

breakfast with triston daryl syafiq.
reached school late hah.

triston is rubbish to the max hah

so yep
didnt really study much today due to the talk i had with the PEdept

so yeah
should i retain,
i get to take PE as a o level subj!
and i get to drop one science
which probably will be physics
and i'll be switching from geog elect to history elect

this is the system

we'll be tested on

1. gym+fitness(must)
2. track&field or cross country
3. soccer or hockey (HEHEHEHEHE)
4. your CCA (HEHEHEHEHEHE x10)

so yep,
i'll be taking track&field
and i'll have to take soccer cos hockey's my cca
ahahaha

60% practical
40% theory

oooooohhh.
i smell a distinction hoho.



met kelly after.
though things were a bit awkward?
but it got reallyreallyreally retarded and crazy hah
went over her place
and hah.
secret.
hohoho.

oh took pics!
(gives mag a competitive look)

and of course,

you-know-who-you-are.

im not gonna say anything

i've told you everything already.
all the best.
long wait.
worthit.

oh i also have to thank the maker of ebay for giving me online window shopping
and also travisbarker for creating famous stars and straps
and i also the dude who created macbeth.
forgot his name

the famous five

ah.
goodness
we're the crazy havoc humans since sec 1
hahaha

anyway,
we must go out still yeah
and 3 of you
please please do well for your o levels
i'll see you in jc hah(confident sia!)

oh well
remember the crazy retarded times!
bullying!(not)
and the terrible gayness ( looks at daren )

ah,
next year's gonna be boring for me
but yeah
i'll always remember the good times the five of us had
take care!

dearest.
heyhey.
thank you so much for the past 13 months!
like whoa.
we've been through so much together

oh man,
i'll always remember our shopping and eating times
cos that's when we really are crazy haha
then again,
we may not be able to meet up so often due to exam periods,
but then again
with the convenience of technology this days,
we managed to keep in touch with our daily lives!
aha!

anywayyyy
i really want to thank you for being the greatest girlfriend on earth
tolerating all my rubbish and nonsense
it's been really hard on us but yes
i'll always be here for you.

ahhhhhhhhhh;
how different my life would be without you
telling me to focus and study
being realistic.
thank you so much darling.
love you.

cheryllimpei

aha
anyway
for the past few months
like the few of us have been really close
and yes
we had our fair share of problems in our individual lives
and thank you for always listening them
considering
your help is always different
hah
and yes
my clubbing partner
we shall go mos and whatever more often
and not
get
drunk

may you hook up with hundreds of guys whenever you go (not)

though like things have changed( still changing )
do know that your brother here will still listen to your problems
and always give million dollar advices to you
(which i dont use for myself)

remember limpei,
stay strong and
trust yourself.
thank you so much!

calvin+mag

hello you two (by right) fated couple
but like
ok
bestfriends whatever lah hah
anywayyyyyyyyyy

thank you for the past year
you two really thought for me
like whenever i had problems
you two would try your really best to sort things out for me
considering how crazy my life is
ahhhhhhhh.

and of course
one thing i'll never forget
is that
you two always always want to help me with my work
espcecially recently
when you two finished your exams
even went to starbucks to help me
(though i fell asleep, thought that counts you see)
i really really appreciated that moment.

help me more with my work next year yeah!

anyway,
thank you so much simpang humans!
(though calvin doesnt live that near and mag's shifting!)

thanks janell for today hah
like actually talking to me and trying to cheer me up
doing retarded things and all aha.
and no
i do not look like a cowboy

and yeah, talking to me during service and all
and yes
opening two doors for me
which i thought it was locked
but in fact it wasnt
i felt kinda stupid
actually,
always do
but yeah.

think about it
you've always tried cheering me up
which though at times i wasnt really cheered up i wouldnt say it
cos yeah
i saw the effort hah.
appreciate all this man.
thank you!
coolest friend!

SU AH SU
7.30AM AT PARKWAY
IS RETARDED

AND YOU MUST REACH AT 8
YOU NUTCASE

WHY MUST HAVE BREAKFAST WITH YOU
GIRLS DONT WANT YOU THEN COME FOR ME AH HUH

DONT CHEAT MY MONEY LIKE HOW YOU CHEAT GIRLS
HAH

TRISTON SU SAW THE MIRROR AND IT BROKE

aye.
i managed to survive the morning
considering how much sleep i caught last night

oh well.
slept the WHOLE afternoon
there goes my sleep at night
and i hope
my mind doesnt run wild again.
thought it probably will.

3 more weeks of school
sad.sad.

i really miss the good old times
everything was so weird
i couldnt be myself
and you too.
im still very shocked by everything
i want things to be the way it was like before
having continuous crying nights
wont kill the pain.

then again,
1/3 done.

ahhhhh.

stjames-ed with calvin last night hah
dad brought as along with his client

calvin's a hardcore alcoholic
like a big real one.
terrible

we were terrible dancers hah

and dad was crazy,
teaching calvin wrong stuff ( not like calvin doesnt know )

dad : eh your father never bring yo go clubbing one ah?
calvin: huh, my dad?. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"All At Once" - The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another
To another

aha.
so met up with fared and ashriqah at bedok
waited for daniel and asyraf for years

bloody hell
asyraf performance got cancelled for dont-know-what reason
oh well

sooooooo.
yep those two came
and rushed to school
got our tickets blahblahblah
then concert began!

$7
was kinda worth it i guess

gaga's performance was the best hah
second best was erm
crescent girls
they were like guest performers

then they others just sucked

the 5 of us just wrecked havoc lah!

"i love you gaga!"
"i love you peng hock!"
"i love you crescent!"


craziness

oh i created a word today hoho

it's called

"pictureholic"
it's the same meaning as camwhore, just
less degrading hah.

we pictured quite a lot hoho
ok maybe me
but
STILL.

oh well
starbucked after
yiwen came with us
then went back hoho.


had a really good day fared,ashriqah,daniel,asyraf!
hohooh
=)


woooooo.pictureholic moments aha























conclusion to the concert!



GAGA OH GAGA.





















































































PARAMORE wannabes hah.






again again. hah

emdd tonight
hohoho.

we'll all be dressed up ahaha.
stress.whattowear.stress.whattowear.stress.whattowear.

we'll be fashionably late.


awwwww.
self denial.

farmiliar?

it's gonna be alright,
it's gonna be OK
don't run away, don't run away.